A Poem From Portraits

For me, photography is all about being passionate about the art form and stubborn about getting the results you imagined. So despite the unprecedented once-in-a-century circumstance of the pandemic and the physical distancing, I did not let photography take a back seat. On days of strict lockdown, I spent hours studying theories, reading books on various techniques and sweeping through hundreds of pictures taken by the great masters of the trade. And when the lockdown relaxed, I regularly went out with my new Nikkor 50mm 1.8 prime lens and put all the theories I learnt to practice.

Portrait photography was a genre that preoccupied my conscience the most, and I focussed a lot of time and energy on upskilling myself in this. For that, I arranged and went out for many portrait shoots over the spring and summer of 2020.  These shoots, along with my theoretical brainstorming, helped me shift gears in my photography techniques and offered me a life-altering experience. I followed my usual natural style of accentuating my subject through light and shadow play and tried to freeze the moment. Not only did I try to freeze the moment, but I tried to elongate that moment in my pictures. Natural lighting made it more tricky and even unpredictable at times, but the challenge was well accepted.

Overall, these portraits provided me with an artistic and philosophical release from the caging boundations of a rapidly changing and unpredictable world. It helped me pen down a poem of sorts through shutter clicks (or at least I think so). I am not sure whether these portraits collectively give a poetic or any philosophical direction to my art in any way, but it definitely made me think deeper about the practice of my art and the path that I want to follow in the years ahead keeping portraits as one of the key genres of learning and exploration.

The Colourful Garden Of Learning

You are not only a teacher
My Guide as well.
You are not only an advisor
My Philosopher as well.
Not only are you a well wisher
But my Dearest Friend as well.

Bagh August 2020

My Patience Stone you have been everyday
Healing my wounds and listening to me cry.
A Saviour and Moulder you have been in my life
And so I send up prayers and wishes every night.
That your Golden touch on me be Immortal
And like Spring may you forever be young and vibrant.

-SHAMS

Beauty Is The Wine That Heals

A fire burns in me,
The one of love and separation;
Charring me,
To the cores of my soul.

Pentagon December 2020

And then I see a flash of you,
Subtle or blood I do not know;
But I care not,
For your beauty is the wine that heals.

-SHAMS

Healing.Pulse.Sohbet – 2

The late winter afternoon photoshoot under a dim Sun continued with I and Elena attempting to experiment and take full advantage of the natural setting of Wienerberg Park. We walked around amongst the dead foliage, broken twigs, felled tree trunks and the skeleton-like woods. We tried a combination of headshots, chest level, waist level and some full-body portrait shots. I found myself gaining confidence and even being able to guide her before composing a shot. Elena’s occasional tip, not only for our ongoing shoot but also on the theories and philosophies behind photography, proved vital in this shoot. Also, she provided me with some million-dollar post-production tips, which worked wonders in the actual post-production process later.

Harmonising with Elena’s belief in nature’s healing power and the pulse of life that emanates from it, I tried to integrate the natural elements around us. I followed her playful body movements and made sure that I got enough sunlight just on the right spot of her facial profile. Her jewellery accessories and the twigs and grass combined to make a beautiful collage, thereby creating wondrous stories through the snapshots.

The shoot with Elena was not only a fun-filled portrait model shoot, but it was a seminal learning experience for my photographic journey. It was not merely a dialogue that I shared with her in the shoot but more like a Sohbet-an enlightened discourse. The Sohbet, captured in my lens, pulsated the healing power of Mother Nature even in the middle of a dry winter landscape.

Roobaroo

The golden hour sun was shining bright after a fresh spell of summer rains. I was in the middle of a photoshoot with Marios when I noticed a big clear puddle.

Roobaroo July 2020

When I asked Marios to stand over it, I noticed that the reflection acted more than a mirror. It felt like he was face to face-Roobaroo- with his self.

Elegance On The Rocks

My model, NX, was an enthusiastic young and ambitious actress. She was confident and thorough in her interactions with the camera. She displayed an unusual calm and elegance during the shoot and was sure that she would move her body to get the perfect shot.

Elegance On The Rocks June 2020

My work, as the photographer, became relatively easy owed to NX’s expertise. However, a rainy early summer afternoon by the Danube made it harder to shoot. The incessant drizzling and my good for nothing umbrella tested my patience and my shooting skills with practically one hand.  

In this photograph, I asked her to lie down on one of the big rocks on the Danube banks and arch backwards while looking directly at the lens. This was one of the perfect shots of the day-I had the right aperture settings; I got the right frame and to top it off , my model had an elegant pose on the rocks in her beautiful reptile print one-piece bikini.

The Boudoir Debut

My first boudoir photo-shoot began with a lot of nervousness, self-doubt and creative blocks. For the first quarter of an hour I had no clue what I was doing. I was rushing all the theories on monochrome boudoir in my mind that I had ever read; and I was asking my model, LM, to copy poses from photographs I randomly recalled from memory.

Gradually after about a dozen shots, I decided to go back to the basics of composition, light and shade dynamics and the classical techniques of figure drawing. Coupled with selective improvisation to the specific conditions of the location, I applied these very basic understandings of the human body, to create an ample collection of boudoir/noir nude photographs.

I followed the natural reactions of my model to the lens for the rest of the hour and tried to capture her raw expressions with very little guidance and manipulations. By putting extra emphasis on the series of points of interaction between the sunlight and the shadows on my model’s body (including in the post-production), I was able to overcome the technical and conceptual barriers of composition, controlling the light and posing my model to produce the following collection. What started out as a nervous experiment finished as an expressive and confident series of boudoir photographs.

Healing.Pulse.Sohbet – 1

The late winter afternoon Sun was dim and grey when I got off the tram in a southern Viennese neighbourhood for my first ever portrait photoshoot. I pulled up my jacket’s chain and started walking through a quaint street at whose end I met up with my friend and model for the day, Elena, in a lovely, cosy garden house. Elena and I had discussed my passion for photography earlier, and she sympathised with my hardships in navigating the photography industry in a foreign land. We started walking towards a big park with a lake which was a short distance away. I was quite nervous as I had no prior experience of a semi-professional shoot where one needs to guide the model and create a dialogue with them. My only respite was that Elena had an academic and professional background in filmography and photography and that I could bank upon her to pull me out of a problematic artistic or technical roadblock.

A strong wind had picked up by the time we started taking the first test shots on the edge of the lake on my brand new Nikkor 50mm 1.8G lens. It complicated my compositions and made it challenging to come up with meaningful results. The first few shots felt like those taken on point and shoots. However, after a shaky start, I could concentrate on my compositions, improving them significantly.

We took some shots by the lake with some trees in the background and then proceeded to other wooded areas in the park. The Sun was a bit brighter now, and Elena’s light beige coat gave the perfect complementary touch to the close-ups I took. I took a few snaps where I let the sunlight beam on to her face, while the rest of the frame was wrapped in the shade from the woods. These shots were one of the highlights of the day. We moved to another part of the park where Elena posed without the coat, in her sweater and pants and, we made the shoot a bit more edgy and experimental.

The photoshoot continues here…